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blue lights behind her eyesAnother night in hell, she shuts her eyes and holds on tight as the images fall making excuses for why she can't sleep she laughs it off as if it isn't killing her.blue lights behind her eyes
She's just a little girl, really trying to understand herself here she goes again pretending it's all okay.
Brave girl with her head held high despite the fact she's screaming she's losing herself a little more.
Worthless girl not good enough for anything she never stood a chance believing everything he told her.
She's just the product of his violence s
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continuumI just want to feel clean again like I used to (did I ever?) that's not an option but I don't know what hope is, either.continuum
I'm trapped just a little more here for the taking again, and over and over constrained by my own damn fears.
I don't know who I am still waiting for things to get better and longing for the support group buzz I hope once I talk it all through, it will be easier.
Don't tell me about forgiveness unless you know how it feels I can never forgive someone for stealing so much from me.
I'm left picking up my
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beneath the basement stairsBlack, flash white. I am awake and shaking in the darkness, trying to keep myself together listening to my ragged breathing.beneath the basement stairs
I close my eyes and bite my tongue I can feel the pain again the terror in my voice the silence he imposes on me.
These years could be seconds and these seconds could be years choking on my tears and reopening my wounds.
I am stripped of my dignity defined by what he did damaged, destroyed do I deserve this?
The silence hides violence unspeakable and terrifying and as much as I fight &n
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power and controlThe car door slams and Ipower and control
bury my head in my hands. Each day I say I'll feel differently but every day is the same.
I don't belong to myself don't own my own soul my own breath, my very life just part of your wicked game.
You've made me a liar beneath smiles domination was that the reason?
Afraid to reach out even surrounded, safe no one to blame but myself.
Focus in on the pain living for something months away I scream a little louder but I can still hear you.
You're still holding me under
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